Mixed emotions, chills running down my spine.
I normally blog late at night. But what I just witnessed. Is the worst shit you can ever see in your life.
Most of us have experienced the internet phenomena of shock sites/videos/images, they range from goatse to videos of beheadings, and as an avid watching of such fucked up shit.. I have experienced the worst of them all.
What is it? Imagine this...
The brutal beating of an innocent man.. captured on tape.
The brutal murdering of an innocent man.. captured on tape.
This man, groaning from the pain and anguish caused by some sick fucks.
The feeling of a screw driver piercing your flesh, your orifices..
It's painful just reading it.. but I watched it. I mean Hollywood can get as fucking gory and realistic as it wants with all that computer bullshit. In the end, you know it's fucking fake. You know that no one died even if it's based on a true story, in the end it's just a recount of what really happened. But this? This is what happened. This is if you were there. The sounds, the emotions. Fuck it's gross.
I could blab on about myself but what about the perpretrators? Arrested last year, they killed 21 people within a month apparently. And they're only 20 years old. I'm not going to blame anyone but I'm going to ask.. "WTF?" How the fuck does one become sick enough to watch another man brutally killed. And FUCKING LAUGH WHILE YOU'RE DOING IT. Fuck I had enough trouble chasing and batting down bats and lizards when I was a small kid, at the end of the day I'd feel so fucking guilty I'd make sure I don't jerk off and preserve those little bits of God's essence to make sure if he's watching I didn't waste anymore lives that day.
That being said.. Here's a compilation of a ranking of the worst things I've seen online in my life.
- Meatspin, Lemonparty, Tubgirl, 2girls1cup etc etc: I laffed, this shit is funny.
- Tranny/Scat/Beastiality porn: I laffed and I fapped.
- Penis removal Images: First proper gore. Scarred but not detered. Images don't phase me.
- Pain Olympics/Rotten etc etc: I felt a bit guilty but wasn't that bad.
- IraQ Beheading: First time I felt really sick in my life. 7/10 on the sickness scale.
- Russian Neo Nazi Beheading: I felt really fucking bad, so bad I could feel the dudes pain. I watched it all though. 9/10
- Ukraine Senseless Murder Video: 10/10. It's so retarded I put it on pause and skipped through it I could feel his pain.
No, I don't find pleasure watching these videos. It's more of curiousity. I don't find that sadistic shit cool or funny. At the end of the day I have this running through my head: "Curiousity killed the cat"
Ironically the Ukraine dudes performed their sick killings on cats before moving onto humans. Just some trivia for all you guys.
So how curious are YOU? Are you curious enough to watch the video? I warn you though, it's R18+ due to retardedly fucked up gore/real life murder etc etc.
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Muses
4 years ago
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